Phew...finally our second semester is ending soon. Finally everyone can say bye bye to all the assignments for 3 months time till the next semester started. It's getting more tense and stress for all of us during this period. Everyone is busy with assignments and preparing for finals. However things get better when we have understanding lecturer that don't give you assignments in the very last week because they know most of the lecturer did that and this will give students pain in the ass and lead to low quality work.

This semester has it's ups and downs compare to the first semester. During our first semester, most of the quizzes and assignments are strictly based on the reading materials but this semester everything requires creativity and photo-shop, video editing skills and etc.. It was one tough task for me at the beginning but oh well, I have to get my head into it and do it no matter what the consequences are.

This semester there's loads of group assignments which require loads of time spending together to complete it. On a brighter note, this tends to help all of us getting closer and know each other more and also manage to discover each person ability and talent. I finally understood the purposes and motives of the lecturer who gave the assignments to us.

When we make mistakes in life, we tend to pay for the consequences of our actions.The best thing is even though we know how serious the consequences are, we never think twice before performing an act that could make us regret for a very long time.People often say that ' You only live once in life, therefore you have to treasure your chances'.In our unexpected bumpy life,life is too short to get you think twice about the decisions when you are about to make one.

Always remember that never let the simple things to get to you.If you have people around you who mean the most and closest to you, you have to be extra careful in terms of handling unpleasant situations. Generally, people who are closest to you tend to hurt you the most in the end, therefore beware of people who are nice to you because anyone can  just be nice to you for something they want.They can make you feel the best in the world for one moment and could just turn around and make you feel at your lowest whenever they feel like it.This people are also known as backstabber.

There are few people in the world where you can fully trust and give in completely.If you do find a person like that,I truly advise you not to take advantage of someone like that because people who told you that 'Good friends are difficult to find these days', he/she was being honest.Most of our time in our lives, we tend to regret what we did not say more than what we've said.We are told to speak out what's in our mind and don't take something good for granted as when we face problems in future, we might not be handed out the the help we needed at the time we need it the most.

As we all know, forgiving is easy but forgetting is way harder. When you did a terrible mistake that hurt the person who cares so much for you, how can you expect them to look you back in the eye like the way it used to be and tell you everything is fine. Time is the best cure for everything, as the more you force into something , you will always tend to get the backfire effect.Life is unpredictable, we should always cherish the person we care and love the most.

During the production period, it was a whole new experience for all of us. At first we were all busy with other assignments which is nearer to dateline and most of the members were busy with performing arts practice too. It was a tough semester for everyone as last semester is still considering as our honeymoon/ trial period to fit in this brand new world so things won’t get to hard on us. 

Then we kind of delayed a week to start the production due to everyone is busy and it’s hard to really sit down and start everything in a go. Till the second week, we squeeze in and make sure we have time for this. They decided to ask me be the actress, so I’ll just take the job and since there's only girl’s members we have, we have to pick the main actor from somewhere different which from hospitality major. It was a blast that he could corporate with us and make time for us even though he has his own thing to busy with.

Till the day of our shooting, according to the storyline me and “Sam” are couple, so here begins with the awkward part. He was shy at first, dare not to hold my hands and even put his hands on my shoulder. So I decided to make a move by asking him to just do it, or else it will waste sometime to get us warm up. We begin to shoot some happy couple scene, the first few shot was a bit unnatural and it obviously shows that we are stranger rather than couple, so we redo and redo again till we get a better ones. 


During the shooting, we also edit some of the part of our scene as we realize some part is a bit too dry. Then we have some of the part changed too because we find that it’s out of common sense. 
Perhaps, we are gonna improve after this after our very first time. 

Finally I'm early for class despite of only having 4 hours of sleep. Had chinese tea during yesterday's dinner, guess the caffeine works perfectly at the wrong time. Normally I'll wake up around 630am, today i decided to wake up half an hour earlier just to cook myself breakfast and sitting down to enjoy it. 

Start my journey to college 30mins earlier, still the fact cant be change, it's jamming already like usual. I tried to drive slowly not to speed, but everyone is doing so, I can't calm myself when i thought of every minutes counts for getting a parking spot at Taylor's. Even if you willing to pay Rm3 for the parking, it doesn't means that you will get a parking because everyone is willing to do so! Le sighs~

However, I am 15 mins earlier for class today. Didn't get to drive slowly but today i did glance at the lake today. =)

People in the city found that its hard to slow down every moves, this is true. Influence play a big role in it, whenever you try, there's people surrounding will rush you or you might feel the pressure from them and speed up and this is the reason why Bali, Phuket, Redang island gain their tourist. A getaway...

They say chances are for people whom are ready, but when it applies to this incident of mine, there's more likely to be chances are for people who wants it. What a coincident i manage to get a tvc job offer for AXE deodorant. What they required during casting was to be seductive. It was so awkward when i first heard from the producer but i really want that job, so i end up seducing the camera and i got the job. 

The whole shooting process was fun because it was consider as a brand new experience for me. It was really different with those catalog shooting and tiring too. During shooting all you need to be focus then you will easily gives what the photographer wanted, but video shooting is a disaster! It needs everyone's cooperation. To be honest i got pretty annoyed during the shoot just because they kept shouting "cut" due to some girl are not sure about their task during the scene. Oh my my~

However, i do appreciate the chance given by them because i learnt a lot from it. The lighting, setup, position, angle and etc but its just bad that it happened after my assignment shooting, cant really apply to it =(

Never thought that things like this would happen to me, i was robbed. Always read about news that how people bag got snatch, car window got broke into and etc. However, i just don't know why i didn't even realize that i'm still doing the mistakes which 80% people still do it, which is putting your bag at the passenger set while driving. How stupid, yeah i know.

This is how the incident happen. My car stopped at the traffic lights and there's two car in front me. After a few seconds, suddenly there's a motorbike brake really fast beside me. I was stunned for a second when they hit my car window for the first shot because what appeared in my mind was "did i drive very recklessly or too fast just now and someone came to revenge?" Till the second hit, i realize what's really happening!

It was to late. They already took my bag after the second hit. The whole process only took less than 30seconds and i must said that they act really really fast and they have amazing strength. Well, there's nothing much in my bag, just loads of membership loyalty card, rm180 cash, bank card, battery bank, beloved make up bag with 80% of my make ups, house key. Things in that bag doesn't cost a bomb but the bag and the purse are branded. Im just wondering will they realize it is branded or they'll just get the cash and throw everything?

I'm just glad that my phone isn't inside, if it was, my life after this incident will be struggling with waiting for iphone 5 or buying 4s. That happens to all iphone fans while their iphone lost. They can't living without it but at the same time its just too stupid to buy an older version while you know it very well the new one is coming really soon.

After the incident, i had trauma for a few days and phobia that will last till the rest of my lifes whenever motorbike comes near me, im in ALERT MODE. During the period, i kept thinking that why wasn't my hand fast enough to grab my bag, then i recall back, when they hit my window, i was pressing the honk asking for help or to raise everyone's awareness. HOW EFFING STUPID!

NO! Malaysia is not a place that you can ask for help when you are in trouble. The HONDA in front me keep to the right side when he/she heard it. What the hell was he/she thinking? I don't know, but I'm pretty sure the direction he/she should turn to is left and blocked the damn robber!


Note to self: LESSON LEARNED!!!